Into the Wild

Wow! I have just now realized that it has been almost three months since last time I posted something on my blog.

It actually makes me sad, makes me think that so much have happened in my life and I didn't have the chance to document any of it. I miss the times where I could just sit down and write, for hours, empty my chest or sometimes just write about any nonsense that crossed my mind...

But now, I'm literally an adult, and getting deeper and deeper down inside this universe - a Wild universe, with no mercy, and sometimes no hope. Sounds bad, I know, but the reason why I say it, is because there's so much going on, so many good things and things that are not so good, and the sad thing is I have much more time to talk about or deal with the not so good things...

In December 2010 I found out the most exciting thing that could ever happen to me - I was generating and nurturing a little seed of life inside of me. This has been so far a very interesting journey as I find myself so strong, but sometimes so vulnerable. My emotions have been all over the place.

My perception definitely has changed, and I don't care about anything anymore, but me and my little baby, we're the most important things for me and in my world, I feel more powerful as I can just rule things out and speak up my mind as loud as I want. One thing though, that does bother many people, and they try in the most mischievous and deceiving ways to bring you down, and they do it.

On the other hand, my heart has taken all of my body and my head, I tear up with anything, and smile the most pure and truly smile every time I think or feel my baby inside of me, or when I look at her father holding against my womb and saying that he loves our baby.

This is all magic, but at the same time is wild, as I feel like a mother lion around her cubs, just waiting and alert for any threat so I can jump in with all my strength, my fangs and my claws ready to protect what is mine!

Gotta love it! <3