Tired...

Have you ever feel like dead? I don't even know... Because I've never been dead.
But I can't describe how tired I'm now either.

And thank God, I'm not even a mother yet... Actually, I don't think I'll ever be, if I still doing this for much longer.

Now I know exactly what mom's mean when they say that, being a mom is pleasure and painful at the same time, you can experience all the extremes every single day of your life...

I don't know how to explain how low my batteries are right now... I can see this letters growing smaller and smaller, the light is fading and it's getting dark, and dark, my eyelids are now shut for fact..... night, night are my last words...